It seems like just yesterday my wedding was 40 days away, now here we are, 13 days away from getting married. A lot of people I work with, hell even family members, are asking if either of us are getting cold feet. The answer? Not at all. We’re both very exctied, though J wishes we’d just do a court marriage like we originally planned. I think he’ll be happy we did a real wedding after the fact, he’s just nervous about all the people being there.
I’ve been counting down the days since we set the date a few months ago. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy and excited about something before. I’m litterally going to be marrying my best friend in the entire world in 13 days. Everything is set and ready to go, all that’s left is the wedding actually happening.
The only thing I’m worried about is something going wrong. Mostly I’m worried that my dad and grandfather might get in a fight there. My dad promised to behave himself but I’m still a little worried he wont since when I was a child he was never able to. He’s been doing better now so I’m going to trust him, hopefully he doesn’t break that trust. Plus that doesn’t mean my grandfather will behave, he usually doesn’t talk all that much but I honestly don’t know him all that well.
Also I’m a little worried my cousins boyfriend (who she invited against my wishes) will do something. He’s very immature even though he’s about to be 30, he honestly reminds me of a middle schooler. Plus I already hate him because it’s the same guy who kissed my ex girlfriend at the library once right in front of me when I was a sophmore in high school. If he does anything though I’m having him kicked out, I don’t care if my cousin will leave if do. I don’t need to have her be my brides maid, I’ll just have one of my friends fill in if I have to.
Maybe after the wedding I’ll reveal who I am and post pictures from the wedding. You’ll find out afterwords if I do. Until then, bye!